S.A.D. Music

My weather induced feelings make me suddenly relate to every Smiths song. FUN.

Mehhh

I volunteered all day today. The Youth Club workshop we were running completely fell apart when like only 3 people showed up. That being said, I think it really helped us to realize we need to be ready for anything. Also, it was really interesting talking to the kids and their youth club leader. Their perspectives on human rights were really interesting. Though, all forms of structure dissolved and we just ended up having an informal conversation, which I didn't think was so bad, though others in my group might have.

I feel so stressed this week and occasionally melancholic. Like I'm a complete life failure. I feel like my essay was shit, I have no work ethic and I'm concerned about my thesis. Oh and I'm being really stupid about finding a job. I just need to get on with it and apply for things. Wahhh. I honestly just want to crawl in a hole and eat chocolate. Or I want someone to hold me. But finding a large hole will probably be easier.