ughhh why does my stomach feel nervous. I know why, because I have a shitty paper that I've given up on AND I have to wake up super early and go to work all day. I'm nervous I'll get yelled at for some reason and that security won't let me get another extended guest pass and that I'll forget my job and get yelled at. I've never been yelled at, I should point out, so hopefully I won't for this unknown reason that's hurting my stomach. It's probably all because I couldn't sleep last night and I'm worried I won't tonight. Ughhh.

And yes, this post is probably unreadable.