Wednesday, 29 September 2010


I've been meaning to watch this for over a week. I finally got around to it and it did not disappoint. Amazing.

A friend sent me the link to Pictures of Walls yesterday. A blog that contains exactly what its name suggests. It's filled with a whole slew of random things written on walls, funny like the one above, or sad, or cute, or sentimental and so on. Definitely worth a look.

Primrose Hill at Sunset

Monday, 27 September 2010

I hate Mondays

Today was such a Monday. I couldn't fall asleep last night so I took some sleeping pills too late and therefore felt drowsy for most of the morning at work. That then transformed into a feeling of being useless and lethargic. Finally settling on just plain useless. I really feel like I'm useless at my job sometimes, which is annoying.

I just hope I don't slip back into my fun August pattern of anxiety. Eeeek.

My nostalgia for home has also reached the breaking point where I've fully romanticised Rochester.

But I'll be fine. I just need a good Tuesday. Though all my worst days at work have been Tuesdays. STOP IT HAYLEY!!!

live version of mah new theme song


Amazing song! Perfect soundtrack for how I want my life to go (though it won't go that way because nothing can be easy sigghz).

Sunday, 26 September 2010

Horoscopes

My weekly horoscopes thus far have been kind of nerve wracking, mostly about issues that could arise at work/ things I'll have to fight for at work/ in Education. Two areas that are causing me mucho stress right now with my visa drama. Though my mother tells me I'm being ridiculous. Well here's the most positive horoscope I've found so far. And it's from my "beloved" Daily Mail.

"Your Week Ahead starting Saturday 25 September 2010: When we successfully find a way to compensate for a problem, we tend to feel exceptionally fond of our 'solution'. We grow dependent on it. We may even get addicted to it. If someone comes into our world and tells us that we can no longer access this resource, we grow very anxious. Even when they explain with the next breath that we won't need it any more because the original difficulty is also being taken away from us, we may continue to feel apprehensive. Don't hang on now to something that it is perfectly safe to let go of. Life is moving on this week. It is time for you to allow yourself to move on too. Your Week Ahead Part Two - Love Focus: When deep-sea divers reach the bottom of the ocean, the first thing they have to do is stand and wait until the sand, stirred up by their arrival on the ocean floor, has settled. Keep this in mind over the next week or so. It is far too early to tell what's really going on in your life. You have arrived somewhere. You have shifted something. Things are sure to be different from now on. But in what way? First impressions can sometimes be unreliable. Beware the temptation to jump to negative conclusions you feel tempted to jump to. What's actually in store is a drama and a revelation which both have a brilliant outcome."
Just saying... the UK does not have Stephen Colbert testifying before Parliament.




It's grey and raining outside. My face is covered in gigantic pimples. I ate brownies for lunch and felt socially awkward/inferior . Now it's pouring and I have to venture out to buy something for my awful skin and food for this week. And my housemate owes me 36£.

I then read this postsecret and felt more lonely because I can't imagine anyone feeling like that about me.


And I really need a shower/bath.

And it's pouring even more. Ughhhhhhhhh.