Tuesday, 9 February 2010


Preface: Sorry for this whiney, depressing post.

I'm so stressed about money right now that I think I'm going to develop an ulcer. I went to tweak my CV to apply for another part time job and it got all messed up formatting wise and I almost cried. I hate pages. Seriously. Then I booked an appointment at the Apple Store so they can show me how to format a CV.

It's just bringing me down so much and making me stressed. I know it's my fault because I should be pounding the pavement. I could make up excuses, but it's obviously mostly all my fault. So because of that I feel more like shit about myself and then I start feeling depressed and the cycle continues! It's just making it really hard to concentrate on other things. Cause then I start wondering if being here is worth it. It definitely is. But maybe I should have worked at Michaels (biggest FML of ML) for a year and saved up enough money to actually be able to enjoy life out here. I guess it's too late now!

I need a babysitting job or something. Where do I find one? Alternatively, I need a money tree.

I guess I should just go to bed and format my CV on word in the computer lab. It's not like I'll get the job anyways.

this is the cutest thing I've seen in a while

1- Amazing
2- Theo is what I dream my babies will look like/be like
3- cute overload!

Liz Lemon... too real

I'm glad that I finally have a real role model. Tina Fey (who I think of as Liz Lemon) has for the past few years written a character that I can really relate to, though that might be a tiny bit sad.