Wednesday, 28 April 2010

Issues Right Now

-The dreaded awful awful awful research design paper. It's "done" but needs to be saved and I don't know how to rescue it from it's nonsensical doom. Wahhhhh.
- My ankles and my fingers are stiff. wtf
- This isn't an issue, but I think Giselle Bundchen-Brady looks like a really great mom.
- I have to work today, hope I remember how to do my job.
- The sky has turned grey again.
- I don't know what I want to do with my life, I don't know if anyone will want to hire me and it's stressing me out x1000000. I don't know if I lack any sort of career ambition, or if I'm just a stressed young 23 year old who's intimidated by the world. I mean, I keep think how much easier it would be if I could attract a man and just get married. But then I feel guilty because I should be excited to have a career. But I just don't know if I'll succeed in the real world. Am I good enough to earn promotions and one day get a job I love? IDK.
- I couldn't sleep at all last night, my body was so tired from the shit-tay Walgreens sleeping pills I bought (which have made me feel hazy this morning, hence why this post may make NO sense), but my mind was racing soo fast. Like an extreme ADHD person fast. And I kept singing this song over and over in my head (I know I've already posted it mehhh).:

Thank you Belle & Sebastian for being so wonderful.

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